Here I Go Again On My Own !

          

          Well, seriously, nobody owes us a damn thing, so it's time to stop whining and get over it.

Why? Because our entire life is in game, our feelings, our soul-mate, our everything, and yes ... we could screw it up.

          But we wont! I, as a human being, I know better what is good for me. I have learned how to make a good game, and then how to play it. Because i made it, piece by piece. I know how to choose my friends, they must have a lot of qualities : they must be open-minded, honest, they must love me as I am. I"ve been thinking a lot at my future, but I don't know how is going to be. I just have made some changes, i have made some decisions in my life. How? On my own! I've built my way: I've chosen a university, friends,boyfrieds,clothes, jobs, haircuts, everything. I've chosen the way i've wanted to be. It's hard to do it, I know, but it's a must! And it's fucking great when you realise that you've been doing well, that you took the best decision.

          You must do all these by yourself, because people are selfish, envious, and they do not care. Let your soul lead, your mind, your trust, because you have all the answers inside of you. Only you can make changes in your life, only you can decide who stays, who must go, what are your thoughts, your plans for tomorrow, your feelings, your everything. You are your everything. And if you trust in yourself, you'll get over any weight.. Instability, insecurity, innocence, are not good. You must be sure of yourself, of your abilities, of your power, you can change the world. But, for that, the changes must start with you. You must think a lot of yourself, spending some time with you, you must have the chance to know you better. Because you can't pretend to have a person beside you,  a person who know you better than you do, because you wont find a person like this, it's impossible. So, it's ok to be on your own, you win some time for you. And when you descover yourself,  you form your own caracter, your own personality, you'll be original, you'll be you,and when you'll know everything about you, that means you have won the game. It means that you've found your purpose in life.

            And, from now on, You'll realize that you're not alone as you thought. But it's great, i think, to be "in a relationship" with you - it helps you to know you better. To etablish your plans, your ideas, thoughts, your life, your self-confidence, your everything, your entire life if you want. But we all have a destiny, and this "on My Own" period is necessary. After that, your life will be easyer, and more beautifull. You'll know how to make good decisions, and how to keep great person in your live. You'll live free.  

            But people have also the right to stay or go from your life. Everyone is her own master. You try to make them stay, but if they wanna go, they will do it.And that means they were not your real friends, they were a bad decisions, that you have taked a long time ago, you didn't think well that time.

            " Don't let stupid little things break your happiness." Be happy, be you, be a hero, and the world will know your name. And then, you will be no longer on your own. You'll find someone to love you, to be your soul-mate, your everything. So... Keep Going! You're doing great!