marți, 22 octombrie 2013

De ce ?!

- De ce as vrea ca eu sa fiu, mereu in centrul atentiei?
Caci daca stau sa ma gandesc, fac fata si detentiei …
 De ce-as fii  singuratic, abatut, pe-un drum,
sa vreau sa plec, sa fug in zari, departe?!
Intr-o celula singur eu as fii,
C-o poza, un gand, o carte …


De ce sa fiu acel ceva, ce nu mai poate fi numit nicicum,
Cand pot eu capul sa-l ridic, si pot sa-mi vad de drum?!
Si ma intreb : - De ce sunt oamenii atat de rai?
Incat viata proprie nu si-o pot trai,
Si se hranesc doar din placerea de ai rani,
Pe cei din jurul lor. cu egoism, si rautate?!
Practic ne fura dreptul de a trai..
Decent, normal, cu demnitate!

Ei stiu doar ca sa raneasca …
(unii stim doar sa iubim)
Dar niciodata, nu se vor putea obisnui,
Nici cu realitatea, nici cu visele, nici cu iubirea…
Pentru ca, din egoism, ei vor refuza trairea,
Unor sentimente prea puternice
In fata carora nu vor putea sta drepti,
Nu le vor putea face fata...
Pentru ca nu au stiut, nu stiu, si nu vor stii vreodata,
Ce-nseamna cu adevarat cuvantul “VIATA”
Din pacate asa e omenirea,
Ar face orice ca sa ne compromita firea,
Si din nepasare  sau nestire,
Vor uita si de iubire,
Dar nu vor uita de restul, vor comite aceleasi greseli,
Mereu si mereu, pentru ca nu vor  fii in stare,
In propriul suflet, sa-si gaseasca alinare!

Pe cand noi, cei abatuti,
De soarta n-om fi batuti,
Alinare om gasii,
In soti, sotii, si copii..
In adevarati prieteni,
In familie,
Asa cum ar trebui sa fie!
De raul nostru se vor bucura,
Ca asa le este firea!
Si copacii se vor scutura,
Frunzele le vor cadea,
Toamna va veni si ea,
Apoi iarna, apoi primavara, apoi vara …
Iar lor, le va trece viata
Ca nici ei seama nu-si vor da … !



Here I Go Again On My Own !

          
          Well, seriously, nobody owes us a damn thing, so it's time to stop whining and get over it.
Why? Because our entire life is in game, our feelings, our soul-mate, our everything, and yes ... we could screw it up.
          But we wont! I, as a human being, I know better what is good for me. I have learned how to make a good game, and then how to play it. Because i made it, piece by piece. I know how to choose my friends, they must have a lot of qualities : they must be open-minded, honest, they must love me as I am. I"ve been thinking a lot at my future, but I don't know how is going to be. I just have made some changes, i have made some decisions in my life. How? On my own! I've built my way: I've chosen a university, friends,boyfrieds,clothes, jobs, haircuts, everything. I've chosen the way i've wanted to be. It's hard to do it, I know, but it's a must! And it's fucking great when you realise that you've been doing well, that you took the best decision.
          You must do all these by yourself, because people are selfish, envious, and they do not care. Let your soul lead, your mind, your trust, because you have all the answers inside of you. Only you can make changes in your life, only you can decide who stays, who must go, what are your thoughts, your plans for tomorrow, your feelings, your everything. You are your everything. And if you trust in yourself, you'll get over any weight.. Instability, insecurity, innocence, are not good. You must be sure of yourself, of your abilities, of your power, you can change the world. But, for that, the changes must start with you. You must think a lot of yourself, spending some time with you, you must have the chance to know you better. Because you can't pretend to have a person beside you,  a person who know you better than you do, because you wont find a person like this, it's impossible. So, it's ok to be on your own, you win some time for you. And when you descover yourself,  you form your own caracter, your own personality, you'll be original, you'll be you,and when you'll know everything about you, that means you have won the game. It means that you've found your purpose in life.
            And, from now on, You'll realize that you're not alone as you thought. But it's great, i think, to be "in a relationship" with you - it helps you to know you better. To etablish your plans, your ideas, thoughts, your life, your self-confidence, your everything, your entire life if you want. But we all have a destiny, and this "on My Own" period is necessary. After that, your life will be easyer, and more beautifull. You'll know how to make good decisions, and how to keep great person in your live. You'll live free.  
            But people have also the right to stay or go from your life. Everyone is her own master. You try to make them stay, but if they wanna go, they will do it.And that means they were not your real friends, they were a bad decisions, that you have taked a long time ago, you didn't think well that time.
            " Don't let stupid little things break your happiness." Be happy, be you, be a hero, and the world will know your name. And then, you will be no longer on your own. You'll find someone to love you, to be your soul-mate, your everything. So... Keep Going! You're doing great!



A bit about fights…

“Fight for yourself, and you’ll survive!”


What a “fight” really means?  Power, trust, ability, damage, danger, lost and victory ? We don’t know for sure… I see a connection between these words..The power is not that important   if you don’t have trust in your abilities s and if you don’t know how to prepare yourself against the danger …!
But most important thing about fight is: when you think you have a battle to win, make sure it worth’s…because if there’s not a good, important, rational reason… you’ll fight for nothing , and maybe you ‘ll sacrifice yourself for nothing.

I think that the most important battle is with yourself… that fight really need sacrifices … to win a fight with you , you must see inside you ,in your heart, in your soul… you must figure out what you think, what you feel ,why are you feeling  ,if  someone deserve your feelings, and what really means something for you in this world .You must know, you must have all the answers for their questions, you must have reasons for your acts…but they don’t know how hard and difficult is for you to make decisions…to break up on someone, to say goodbye, to let it go...They don’t know those things and they judge you , they make wrong impressions, they don’t trust you anymore… but why they act like that? Why we act like that? Why people have a heart, a soul, but they have a mind to?! The heart feels against the heart…and the mind think against the feelings..! Why must always be a contradiction between those two?  As human beings we are capable intellectual and emotional…then why we can’t find a relation between heart and mind…or between feelings and thoughts ?? We are intelligent, we discover things, we save lives, we are capable to devise, we are trying to understand how the nature and the Universe function… then  why people seems like they don’t understand ,when you know for sure that they can? The answer: they don’t wanna take look inside you, they don’t know how to open their minds ..or they don’t know how ,or they don’t wanna do that !

There are moments in life when you can’t afford to lose a battle with yourself… cause that battle is the most important for you …it’s the war for you ! Must be! And to win that war… you must be confident, headstrong, ambitious, direct, dynamic, energetic…! You must figure out what you feel, that’s very important for you and for the people that know and care about you ! But I know that ‘till then, you’ll hurt people, but they’ll understand..they have to !

Don’t matter  if you lose the fights, you must win the war .. the war represents you ,represents your principles, your virtues, represents all your life . And don’t forget ..that war ,inside you ,is necessary … necessary for you , for the people that you love….for you to have a life plump of happiness, joy, confidence, love.. !

“Do not pray for an easy life, pray for the strength to endure a difficult one.” –Bruce Lee



Because in this life, we must be survivors!